I have been sad. So sad and deeply depressed. More so than I have ever been in many years.. I haven't been able to bring myself to type the self-absorbed and putrid words that swirl through my head.
There is a battle within me that I must be happy... I must be hopeful... I must not be bitter... BUT...
sometimes I am miserable and hopelessness is all I feel and bitterness has become a foul taste in my mouth lately.
This blog is called, Prescription of Hope. Can I post here when I am so far from hope that I don't know how to take my next breath? Can I plunge into the abyss and cover this page when nothing but my deepest and darkest fears?
Depression is a terrible thing on so many levels.